I read another book. I started it when I got home from college and almost finished it when my mom left for work,
I guess it took about...3 1/2 or 4 hours, which is pretty good result.
I was so mad at my mom. I always get in a "mood" after reading, so I'm really quiet and I just think to myself.
But my mom would not stop talking. Seriously, it was just one comment after another, about completely random things.
I was so frustrated. I was trying to make it obvious that I didn't want to talk without actually saying I didn't want to talk
(Otherwise she'd ask what's wrong, and I'd say nothing, but she'd keep bothering me and bothering me until I screamed).
She clearly didn't get the hint.
I don't know if that's a good idea though. I mean, reading a book three days in a row...It would be a good idea to pace myself.
Then again, I've read 5 books in a week before. Maybe 6? I'm not sure, but at least 5. I've done that a couple times...
It's never a good idea to read that much at once, even though it feels great at the time.
Anyways, I definitely need to pace myself since I can't buy more books anytime soon.
I need a job...
I just...I don't know where I want to work. And it has to be somewhere I like, otherwise I'll never be able to go through with it.
Are there part-time jobs where you don't have to work with people but you're not just doing filing and organizing like that???
Probably not.
I guess I can be a good listener, but it's not like I can get people to pay me so I'll listen to their problems.
I have no right to do that. I don't always know if what I'll say can help them or not, or even what to say.
Anyways, I prefer helping people for free. I need to work somewhere where there's a small(er) chance I won't get a panic attack.
That's why I definitely cannot work in a store. I've bad experiences with those things...
Too many people, too many ways they could react, too many things that could go horribly, terribly wrong...
I guess it took about...3 1/2 or 4 hours, which is pretty good result.
I was so mad at my mom. I always get in a "mood" after reading, so I'm really quiet and I just think to myself.
But my mom would not stop talking. Seriously, it was just one comment after another, about completely random things.
I was so frustrated. I was trying to make it obvious that I didn't want to talk without actually saying I didn't want to talk
(Otherwise she'd ask what's wrong, and I'd say nothing, but she'd keep bothering me and bothering me until I screamed).
She clearly didn't get the hint.
I don't know if that's a good idea though. I mean, reading a book three days in a row...It would be a good idea to pace myself.
Then again, I've read 5 books in a week before. Maybe 6? I'm not sure, but at least 5. I've done that a couple times...
It's never a good idea to read that much at once, even though it feels great at the time.
Anyways, I definitely need to pace myself since I can't buy more books anytime soon.
I need a job...
I just...I don't know where I want to work. And it has to be somewhere I like, otherwise I'll never be able to go through with it.
Are there part-time jobs where you don't have to work with people but you're not just doing filing and organizing like that???
Probably not.
I guess I can be a good listener, but it's not like I can get people to pay me so I'll listen to their problems.
I have no right to do that. I don't always know if what I'll say can help them or not, or even what to say.
Anyways, I prefer helping people for free. I need to work somewhere where there's a small(er) chance I won't get a panic attack.
That's why I definitely cannot work in a store. I've bad experiences with those things...
Too many people, too many ways they could react, too many things that could go horribly, terribly wrong...