Today is better than yesterday. It's better than the past couple of days have been (minus Saturday evening).

Still, it wasn't a great day or anything, but I didn't think about bad things today.
I even worked on homework when I got home, which I consider a great achievement. It's so difficult for me to start homework at home.

I may have lied about "not thinking about bad thoughts". I mean, I wasn't really thinking about it, but...
I had this dark feeling in my heart that would come and go throughout the day. Never fully consuming, just...sitting on the edges, like it's waiting for something.