I am totally obsessing over something that is not real. I don't know how to stop it, I don't know how to control it.
It is in my head at the beginning and end of everyday. The more I think about it, the deeper it gets.
It makes everything else seem so trivial. If I can't have it what else is there to hope for?
What else will ever make me as excited, as riled or as captivated? I need it.
As lame as I know I'm sounding, if there was any tangible way of showing what it means to me,
You'd be in the exact same position. You'd know the kind of mental game I'm playing with myself. I play to win...
It is in my head at the beginning and end of everyday. The more I think about it, the deeper it gets.
It makes everything else seem so trivial. If I can't have it what else is there to hope for?
What else will ever make me as excited, as riled or as captivated? I need it.
As lame as I know I'm sounding, if there was any tangible way of showing what it means to me,
You'd be in the exact same position. You'd know the kind of mental game I'm playing with myself. I play to win...