Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
I'm remembering.
That nothing is everything and everything is definitely something...
Sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down,
Sometimes you're just doing what you can to make it to the next day.
Sometimes you're just doing what you can to make it to the next day.
It's better to be hated for what one is than loved for what one is not.
"I would rather live my life as if there is a God and die to find out there isn't,
Than live my life as if there isn't and die to find out there is." - Albert Camus
Than live my life as if there isn't and die to find out there is." - Albert Camus
вторник, 06 декабря 2011
I've been trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my future,
Worried about making it as a human, wondering how things will pan out.
A wise man once told me: "No worry, No hurry"
The more I think about it, the more I come to cherish those words...
The more I think about it, the more I come to cherish those words...
One of the greatest joys in my life is watching how people do their business.
Simply loving people with all their shapes and abilities.
And the greatest part is that every once in a while we find one another.
We find people at the exact moment, when nothing else is making sense...
Simply loving people with all their shapes and abilities.
And the greatest part is that every once in a while we find one another.
We find people at the exact moment, when nothing else is making sense...
Write down the word starting with the last letter of the previous word...
Drunk
Drunk
For some reason I recalled my childhood, when I was forced to sleep
During the day to keep awake after all.
Miracles come to me every evening! ♥
During the day to keep awake after all.
Miracles come to me every evening! ♥
If you'll answer on all these questions below,
I'll create special bespoke cupcake decorations for u...
Moreover, I will devote them to you, I promise...
questionnaire
I'll create special bespoke cupcake decorations for u...
Moreover, I will devote them to you, I promise...
questionnaire
Вопрос: What's your favorite holiday?
| 1. Christmas | 10 | (25%) | |
| 2. New Year | 14 | (35%) | |
| 3. Birthday | 9 | (22.5%) | |
| 4. Mother's Day | 1 | (2.5%) | |
| 5. Fools' Day | 0 | (0%) | |
| 6. Halloween | 2 | (5%) | |
| 7. Independence Day | 0 | (0%) | |
| 8. Thanksgiving Day | 0 | (0%) | |
| 9. Valentine's Day | 2 | (5%) | |
| 10. Easter | 2 | (5%) | |
| Всего: | 40 Всего проголосовало: 23 |
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In five years a lot can change... Heck, in five days the world can fall apart and be brought back to life.
It's impossible to please everyone so you have to stop trying.
Just I gave too much credit to too many people where credit was perhaps not deserved. I under rated myself,
Over rated others and fell silent on a lot of important things. Am I going to be a doer or am I going to be a shaker
Or am I going to sit around and do nothing until the world implodes or explodes or becomes dark and scary again
Instead of bright and bouncy. My demons have been winning a lot lately and I almost gave up the fight... But alas
I sat and thought and thought (worried) and thought some more until I came to a simple and life altering conclusion...
Not everyone will like you and certainly not everyone will love you.
There may not be people who want to spend every waking second with you but honestly now, who really would...
We all need our space. We all need to feel connected to ourselves and to others. I'm beginning to see things differently.
Friendships. Relationships. The world.
I don't know if it's good or bad or am I going to put time and energy in to figuring it out. All I know is what I know
And that is working for me. I'm on a mission and am starting to realize that some people may not be the best choices.
We cannot change them. They can only change themselves... If being good and true and pure was so easy then we
Wouldn't be human. But I don't need to feel the remnants of my mistakes anymore so I'm letting go.
This chapter is closed. Hopefully it won't be re-opened...
If this is stepping into the light then this is stepping in to the light. I am sorry or all the pain I have ever caused anyone...
I shouldn't take people for granted but I shouldn't allow myself to be brought back in to a world I don't want to belong in anymore.
*****
I love sleeping until noon, then wake up, stretching myself sweetly across the bed, and go for a walk afterwards, with fav book
In one hand and tea cup in the other...I like morning walks, it brings me lots of impressions every time, even if I was in low spirits...
That will do, I know everything is going alright...
In one hand and tea cup in the other...I like morning walks, it brings me lots of impressions every time, even if I was in low spirits...
That will do, I know everything is going alright...
воскресенье, 04 декабря 2011
The feeling of self disgust. Inner hatred, loss of pride, shame, regret. Feelings of inferiority, doubt, self-consciousness, being shy.
Loss of hope, falling, failing, no reason to continue. Wake up, mundane, go to bed, unnoticed.
I can't explain why it happens but it does. Lots of people walk around unsure and scared...scared for being unsure.
It comes and goes, stays and leaves. But it's o.k. It's all going to be o.k, as long as you try.
Life happens. You deal. Survival of the fittest doesn't always mean physically. The biggest hurdles I've had to face thus far have all been mental.
It is said that you cannot start helping others until you deal with yourself. The years of figuring out who you are,
What you're doing, and what you'll fight for. How many of us will find the answer? Is there actually one? My conclusion so far... Moments.
I love those moments. Moments when you know that this is exactly where you're supposed to be, at this is exact time, with these exact people.
They come and go so quickly, but last forever.
Cracking the code and jumping in glacier lakes. Dancing on apartment chairs and Friday afternoon chats.
Hours on the phone and first heartbreaks. Endless summer walks and planting skittles.
Childhood memories and becoming 4 kick-ass adults. Rocky mountain highs and taking out pylons in Manitoba.
Radar love and random adventures. A smoke and a pancake. Fishing, cards and faulty canoes. Pain. Pleasure.
Happy. Sad. Anger, Jealousy. Pride. Forgiveness. Talking. Laughing. Living. Breathing. Trying. Doing. Feeling.
And of course my absolute favorite...Dancing...
I cherish these friendships. I cherish these times. I cherish the moments...
Thank you to everyone who's supported me this far even when I didn't deserve it. Got a whole lot more moments to come...
Loss of hope, falling, failing, no reason to continue. Wake up, mundane, go to bed, unnoticed.
I can't explain why it happens but it does. Lots of people walk around unsure and scared...scared for being unsure.
It comes and goes, stays and leaves. But it's o.k. It's all going to be o.k, as long as you try.
Life happens. You deal. Survival of the fittest doesn't always mean physically. The biggest hurdles I've had to face thus far have all been mental.
It is said that you cannot start helping others until you deal with yourself. The years of figuring out who you are,
What you're doing, and what you'll fight for. How many of us will find the answer? Is there actually one? My conclusion so far... Moments.
I love those moments. Moments when you know that this is exactly where you're supposed to be, at this is exact time, with these exact people.
They come and go so quickly, but last forever.
Cracking the code and jumping in glacier lakes. Dancing on apartment chairs and Friday afternoon chats.
Hours on the phone and first heartbreaks. Endless summer walks and planting skittles.
Childhood memories and becoming 4 kick-ass adults. Rocky mountain highs and taking out pylons in Manitoba.
Radar love and random adventures. A smoke and a pancake. Fishing, cards and faulty canoes. Pain. Pleasure.
Happy. Sad. Anger, Jealousy. Pride. Forgiveness. Talking. Laughing. Living. Breathing. Trying. Doing. Feeling.
And of course my absolute favorite...Dancing...
I cherish these friendships. I cherish these times. I cherish the moments...
Thank you to everyone who's supported me this far even when I didn't deserve it. Got a whole lot more moments to come...
There's a power within each of us that longs to ignite. Sometimes the flame grows out of passion,
Other times it suffers the weight of suppression, often it just remains constant.
Unfortunately for some it can blow out.
My life is like a fire. My flames are getting stronger. I was almost snuffed out because I let stupidity get to me.
Not stupidity, just life. I let things get so overwhelming that I forgot who I was, what I was, and what I am doing.
But I've cleared the ashes, chopped more wood and am ready to dance around my bonfire naked, singing to you...