I don't know what happened, for a short period everything was great...
Life's going, my future seemed so bright and now I just wish I would crawl into a little corner and just stop thinking about it...

At least I'm feeling a lot better than yesterday. I can't describe it but I feel very strange. I'm a very obsessive person.

I mean I'm beginning to wonder if I'm never gonna find that special someone. Maybe I should settle for less because it less is all that I can get?

I don't think that I can keep feeling this way, I either gotta find someone or get over my feelings and just focus on another part of my life...

I feel myself such a looser, if only people knew my "experience" when it comes to relationships...